Suares: Aleph-Yod-Qof (1.10.100): Whereas Aleph (1) is the beat, or pulsation of life-death-life-death,
Yod (10) is its projection in temporal continuity. So Yod (in Hebrew: the hand), is the opposite of Aleph, its partner
playing against it the game
without which nothing would be. The Qof (100) is the most difficult symbol to understand.
It includes Aleph exalted in its principle yet acting through its projection, against itself, and thereby being cosmically
deathless. It is best seen in Qaheen
(Cain) that mythical destroyer of illusions.
Qof: spelled Qof-Waw-Phay: 100-6-80: Cosmic consciousness -- copulation -- actual possibilities. Qof, cosmic Aleph, simultaneously Aleph (Timeless) and Aleph against itself, Yod (Time). It is thus a paradox within a paradox.
Aleph, Aleph in Existence, and Aleph aware-of-itself in existence beyond space-time are the primary forms of consciousness that each row of nine completes on three levels of reality.
Just as Tayt/9 completes a cell for Aleph to appear in existence as Yod, Tsadde/90 completes a living formation or structure for Qof to manifest. Tsadde is generalized feminine structural energy: it builds structures and replicates them in space-time. The masculine, cosmic-level Qof cannot appear without the existential structure of the feminine perfected Tsadde.
Qof begins the row of nine cosmic energies: cosmic because they are beyond space-time. Qof, Consciousness beyond space-time, receives its cosmic container in Raysh, which already contains (in its spelling: Raysh-Yod-Sheen) the universal movement Sheen and the cosmic resistance and final sanctuary of its original self: Aleph as Tav. Tav is cosmic Dallet, the door. The cosmic and transcendental expressions of the five final letters behind the door are life (final Kaf), fertility (final Mem), cosmic indetermination/freedom (final Noun), undefined cosmic potentials (final Phay), and the completed formation of the last level in structures of transcendent femininity, final Tsadde.
Aleph and Yod have become Qof, the Waw of Yod has become the Waw of Qof and the Phay of Aleph has become the Phay of Qof in the union of the structures of Aleph and Yod. Both Dallet and Lammed have disappeared and Qof is fertile (Waw) and unstructured (Phay): cosmic consciousness.
Only two Hebrew letters have detached (two-part) forms. The Yod/leg of Hay walking in time and the Khaf containing/defining the indetermination of Qof.
Aleph Place | Yiddih | Kuf
Only three lettere contain Phay -- Aleph-Lammed-Phay, Khaf-Phay and Qof-Waw-Phay, the three levels of conscioiusness: archetypal infinite conscioiusness, the person (container of awareness) in existence and cosmic (Aleph-Yod duality resolved) consciousnesss Qof defined as Aleph aware (Phay) of itself.